i learn ,i love. i live.

the current word of the day!


posted by shirlxslsm

No comments

if u chap with our group..mainly consisting of Miss A Miss C and Mr L...
you would hear the word SS every 5mins or so...(i guess)
anyways...
the founder of the word SS is unknown but the SS virus invaded our group..
CARRIER: mr L
INNOCENT VICTIMS: Miss A Miss C and me...


it all started when mr L went on a brief holiday to KL and when he's bac..
he taught us the word SS..
and before you know it..
all of us started using it like crazy..o.o


SS is in short form for


(i) Sendiri Shiok!


(ii) Sia Soi!


so it all depends on wad situation ur in...
and this double S es really comes in handy...
*wink*
good luck using it...


yes..i'm SS-ing...
XP

DADADA...XP


posted by shirlxslsm

No comments

today is beyond cool..
hahahha..
since i'm free now..better drop by to say hu to my blog..lol..


IT HAPPENED DURING...
THE LUNCH....
yes..THE LUNCH..O.O\

it all started when we decided to have rm1 nasi lemak and mee goreng at our college lounge during lunch...
Miss C however decided to walk over to a fast food place call AUNTY MXXX to tapao some vege..
thus she drag sweet Miss J with her...


We were all enjoying our lunch when suddenly...hm,..not dramatic enuf...let's try again..ehem


*clears throat* *drum roll*
Miss J jump form the chair...jump and storm her feet on the ground...
said:SNAIL!!!
and ran out of the lounge...
me..Miss A n Mr J were stonned for a few secs..
then we went snail hunting..
and guess where we found the snail?????
yeap..caught redhanded in our all time favourite MALICHAI!!o.o

yuck...i hate lil things like that..grrggrr

____________________________
____________________
___________



that's not the only funny (disgusting)thing that happened...
we got kinda worried when Miss J did not came back after storming out the lounge...
then when she was bac..we could not believe our eyes..
she was holding a big bottle of AnW and asked us if we would like some..o.o
how many would belanja their frens drink when they saw a snail in their food and threw up?o.o

(yes..i took a pic with the AnW.)o.o


oh ya...smtg else...MIss A went a lil siao nutty today...SS the whole day...
wad's SS?tel you in the next post..(suspense)wakaka...

-to be continued-


*p/s mr LE-OH..if ur stalking my blog then i wanna say smtg to you...too bad you miss all the drama..haha.. :P

nice song..


posted by shirlxslsm

No comments

this is a really nice song with meaningful lyrics...=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UoX9oNvSfzk&feature=related同恩-在你眼裡



沒有風,雲以為自己可以慢慢移動


沒有你,我以為世界照常轉動


直到光,照不進我那半隱居的窗口


直到愛,照醒我隱藏起來的脆弱


其實我愛著你,只是我騙自己


我要的世界,原來在你眼裡


其實我抗拒你,卻找到更多的證明


那乾了的淚,原來在你眼裡




轉了彎,而以為就能找到那面大海


走的遠,我以為只有這雙腳會酸


直到雨,告訴我一個人撐傘的孤單


直到愛,摧倒了我面前的勇敢


其實我愛著你,只是我騙自己


我要的世界,倒映在你眼裡


其實我抗拒你,卻找到更多的證明


那乾了的淚,原來在你眼裡


其實我愛著你,只是我騙自己


我要的世界,倒映在你眼裡


其實我抗拒你,卻找到更多的證明


那乾了的淚,原來在你眼裡


愛著你,我懂得不再騙自己


那明天的我,正在等你,相遇


when the time comes..you'll know what to do..
so dont reject it..
just accept who you are..
be yourself...
everything will work its way out naturally..
=)

i'm be preparing..


posted by shirlxslsm

No comments

i have a feeling a storm is on its way and it aint gonna be a pretty sight...
when it comes...
i hope i'm prepared for it...
i hope i'll still be standing no matter what..
trust shattered...
it is a time to see who's real and who's not...
it's gonna be a long and hard war...


i have a feeling everything's gonna change its course from that day onwards...
the warm feeling of spring is long gone...
it's gonna be replaced by the dreadful cold of the winter...
just hope i can make the best of it...


i have a feeling everything's gonna change...

finally


posted by shirlxslsm

No comments

finally....5 weeks of torturing has finally ended...=)
wow...now looking back at it..
i wondered how i got through all of it...o.o
but with 5 tormenting weeks with buf gapa in between tests...
you dont hav that feeling of happiness when all of it ended....o.o
like now..i dun even know wad to do...eek!
UNFORTUNATELY>..
class goes on this coming monday until dec10...o.o


hm...let me list down what i'm gonna do from now onward towards the end of 2010..
1)watch harry potter next week!!!
2)movie marathon
3)anime marathon(one piece her i come!)
4)game marathon (hell yea to RCT3)
5)free hotel staying with fwens...buahaha...(boom boom shake shake..XP)
6)damai trip with a levels!!!(wheeeeeee)
7)meet up with oldfwens..(sing k..limteh....shopping)
8)tuition next door kids..(O.O)
9)christmas prsents shopping!!(>.<)
10)hospital attachment...=.=
11)HKU application!!!!!


and finally....waiting for my results....buahaha...
=)

yea!


posted by shirlxslsm

1 comment

i am proud to say i'm finally 18...
and the first legal thing i did was..
DONATING MY PRECIOUS BLOOD!
felt so proud..
even my friends say it's a cool thing to do...
XP....
01/10/10...
it is indeed a date to rememeber where i first donated blood..
nope...i did not felt nervous or scared..
somehow i blur blur go...blur blur donate..
it all started when we;re planning to go McD for lunch after class then there's a blood donation drive in college...
so the INTIMAs urged us to donate...
i was hesitating because i'm not ready although i wanted to do so since i was like 13?
then suddenly mr L say...:u wan?kia!
so i was dragged to donate...
but i did not regret it..
if donating 500ml of blood could save someone's life...why not?
it was neither painful nor suffering..
quite fun when i has a lot of supporters around me...
playing dramatic saying i'm gonna die...
so damn funny..
i even played my dying part with them ..lol..
FUN..
i'm a universal donor...O  positive..
which makes me prouder...
SOME SAY THAT DONATING BLOOD MAKES YOU FAT..IS IT TRUE..
i searched and the answer is NO...
donating blood makes you healthier as it causes your heart to generate more healthy blood and gives your body a fresh supply of new blood..meaning haemoglobin is generated in large amount..=)


and do you know that blood donaters reduces risk of getting heart attacks or other cardiovascular diseases by about 30%?tha't's a cool fact...XP


and with that i'm proud to say..
I'M 18!

things always turn the other way round...


posted by shirlxslsm

1 comment

this is an post on how i feel right now and dont bother to read if you  dont wanna get fed up with me wtf.
nope i'm not angry.just feeling on the blue side today..
was feeling bored after doing moral assignment at home..why on earth do we have to take moral studies anyway?malaysian stil dont have moral these days...anyways..
so after chatting with some friends..i decided to get my butt out of the house and just escape for awhile..
parents have been presuring me with studies..i cant stand it anymore..
so i thought hanging out with friends was a good idea..
i thought they're the ones i can depend on when i'm sad...
but i'm not planning to tell my so-sad story to ruin their mood..
just keep quiet..crack some jokes and laugh to get over it..


things just dont turn out the way i expected..
they dont expect me to crash their plan..
they were doing things for my upcoming bday...
i knew about that but i asked whether i could just go over for awhile..
but all the time there..
i felt uncomfortable ...
we dint really talk much and i was in a corner..doing my stupid moral assignment watching anime...
the anime was funny..although i laughed but i know deep down i was unhappy..
it makes me feel guilty and unwanted,,
like i gate-crashed a party or intruded something i should not get myself into..
well..my friends kept to themselves and they did said things to make me feel guilty..
although i know they did not mean it..
but i was hurt and i got no where to go...
keep telling myself to get over it and smile like nothing happened ...
but there are times where you just cant find the energy to smile..
i dont blame them...
then we went for a short jog...
this is a good time for me to get away from everything..
i thought a lot that time..
my friends do sense that something is wrong with me buti just smile and said nth is wrong..
dont want them to think i'm a sensitive person..
i thought a lot during that period of time..
mostly reevaluating myself...
i know i'm not a good person...
not even a good friend...
sometimes i think i'm a pain in the ass ..
but everytime when i did something wrong or oversaid some things..
i tend to blame myself and often i felt sorry deep down but never have the courage to undo my mistakes...
i know sometimes i tend to hurt my friends without realising it ...
i'm sorry ..
sometimes being with my friends...
i felt left out and unwanted...
like i'm not one of the crowd..
maybe i'm just too sensitive wtf
but that's who i am anyway...
mayb because of bearing too much scars left by past frienships that i tend to take caution everytime being with friends..
i find it hard to share my own stories with them..
not because i dun want to..
i just dunno where to start..
sometimes my friend thinks i'm emoing when i'm quiet...
but deep down i'm nmot unhappy..
just quiet...
why do i always have to be first one to speak up...
i'm fed up with doing such things..
i dun think it's necessary to talk all the time...
sometimes being quiet has its advantage..
it's a time for you to stop talking and listen..
is it a wrong thing?
i wonder...
i'm sorry..
i dont usually express myself well..
i tend to hide what i really felt and smile and goof around if i'm sad..
i just wanna forget all the sad things as i believe happiness is important..
i really appreciate my friends too even they did ot realise it...
i hope one day i'll have the courage to do what i never did
and i'll try to be a better friend...