merry christmas everyone! let's start off with a picture of me in a chirstmas hat :p

WHEEEE <3

being away fr home..

away from family and friends...

away fr the smell of pork turkey..

the carols...

the christmas presents..

one is bound to miss home

having being 2,012 miles away...

thank god thr's a batch party for us mbbs student =)))

we've got carols to sing... ( huat lalala~~ lalalala... LOL)

presents to exchange.. (damn tat reminds me. i hvn collected my presents yet :S)

food to eat.. (no pork turkey but curry instead =)

and a kit kat as a door gift...  (kit kat is gold here in manipal)

everyone had fun at the party.. it brought us closer and

spread the joy and warmth of christmas upon everyone's face =)

some pictures taken at the party ..

                                        

funniest picture ever! me and my small eye friend :D

me and my innocent friend o.o

ma gang <3

carolling =)

the party ended early..

my christmas started with the party ends with the party...

that night was the worst christmas eve ever...

someone came and stole my christmas away..

someone special whom i care and love for ...

u knw wads my christmas wish ?

the ones i cared for and love the most will stil get the love they deserved

even if i am not there by their side..

especially to the special someone...

pray that he can feel the warmth of christmas so that loneliness wont come by him..

even if i was crying..he who is on the other side of the earth would smile always and be happy always..

so that even when i am sad or down.. he will be there to care for me and to cheer me up..

paiseh kalau terlalu loso LOL..

but santa is kinda mean this year..

loneliness crept on tat special someone..

he took the warmth and joy of christmas away from him..

in turn... he took it away from me too..

*long story lazy tell and ít's kinda personal*

so yea.. cried whole night until my existing big-enuf eyebag got bigger! basically im nw a panda doraemon LOL

so yea my christmas is filled with tears ...

christmas isnt christmas..

but at least santa isnt so bad...

at least i hav mr L to count on..

my best friend whom i love and who knows me well.. =)

 i miss the mcflurry moment with you

and u knw how much christmas meant to me <3

merry christmas to everyone out thr and enjoy it while u stil can =)

cheers,

shirl =)

p/s i love this pic :D

WOW it's christmas eve already!!
but no christmas atmosphere here for a medical student here in India..
thr's a freaking test on christmas eve!!!
sure thr's a celebration ..
but it's just not the same ...
no christmas trees... no christmas presents...need i mention FAMILY?=(

anyways....
christmas is here.. this could only mean one thing!
a new year is coming o.o!
deng deng! 2012 the end of the world!!!! deng deng deng ~~~~ *epic fail*

cnt think of another better way to celebrate christmas and the coming of a new year by lookin through

THE EVOLUTION OF ME! *no im nt being vain..well mayb a lil :x*

let's use some pictures :D

erm.. yea.. when i was in primary school.. around 7 years old.. damn chubby

eeewww nerdy prefect high school senior year =.= (17)

stil during high school...

college!! i have NO IDEA why i CUT my LONG HAIR!=.=

halfway through college life.. finally nt tat ah sam lookin!

seee... im smiling happily!! and my hair is getting LONGER :D

ahahaha coconut head! :D kinda miss this hair length .. hmmm

uni life! INDIA! MEDICAL STUDENT :D

it only gets better... i tink

uni life!

coconut head again!

 this was my first hair cut in india! and im nt goin bac to that shop again!

=)

NOW!! deng deng!!!

my hair is finally LONG! wheeee ~~

and damn i changed a LOT!

=.=

last but not least....

merry christmas everybody :D

22/12/2011
今年第一次没在家过冬至。
通常现在一定忙着陪妈妈揉汤圆煮汤圆。。
气氛很热闹=）

从小
我就很喜欢看妈妈做蛋糕 烹饪之类的。
贪吃之余
觉得妈妈认真的样子真的很迷人。。=）

冬至对我们的家庭有着不同的意义。。
因为也是妈妈的生日=）

还记得小时候
跟爸爸借钱
和妹妹买一张生日卡送给妈妈。。
在妈妈起床前放在她的枕头地下。。
=））））））））


妈妈
离开家的短短日子。
很想你。。
很想家。。

生日快乐。

我爱你=）

晴天
心情像天气一样温暖
想彩虹一样色彩缤纷
想夕阳一样灿烂

今天
心情是阴天。
像坐过山车一样，快缺氧了
像没有月亮星星的夜晚，整个世界像停了电一样
像一首悲伤的情歌
心情很复杂
找不到出口
找不到退路

听着电台播着刘若英的‘写给十五岁的自己的信’
顿时心情像找到了对的吉他玄
与旋律变成完美却凄凉的合音
十五岁的自己显得没烦恼
现在的自己。。

想大哭一场。。
想大闹一场。。

阴天
快离开我的世界

before i knw you..
 - had a bad impression about you
- heard many bad rumours about you
-was told you are someone i should be careful of.

after started knowing you..
-you are the exact opposite of what people are saying about you..
-you are kind of nice
-we kinda click well

present..
-started knowing the real you..
-disappointed of what i knew..
-make me felt like a fool for trusting you so much..


anyways.
 thank you for being there when i needed someone..
thank you for encouraging me to study hard..
thank you for caring me like a little sister..
thank you for those bible moments..

those times would be hard to forget ..
i wont try to erase those great times we shared..
i can only thank you..

after that ...
i shall wave goodbye with a smile on my face..
and a scar in my heart..

define life.

some say it is the process of living from the day you were born til the day you die.

some say life is just like a candle.when the flames goes off(it eventually will :/) so does your life. it ends.

some say life is just like a bitch who's always having the thrill of choking your life with misery and distress.

I say life is undefinable.No two individuals life is 100% similar. thus the definition of life to each and every unique individual is different.

define my life.

life to me should be the art of living and that art should leave an imprint even when ur gone one day .

it is the process of growing up where from the day you were born til the day you die...

you are the master .the painter of ur own art masterpiece.

it is like a candle where it always rekindles if u never gave up and learn to seek help .

it is like a bitch whom if not present would simply make your life such a dull .

my principle in life?

i learn. i love. i grow

=)